So I am taking matters in my own hand to find a balance. I felt better after going to church Sunday and I am going home to visit JJ this weekend. He always makes me feel better about life.
To keep things in perspective I am working on a list of things I am grateful. My list keeps me in a a happy place.
There are more things but these take me to a happy place. And help to take me from being Angry Girl to Silly Girl.