We Are Who We Are

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 In order to get a three day weekend, I worked hard. Was it worth it?  I got my hair cut in a bob, did laundry and went grocery shopping. It ws nice. D was given three huge garbage bags for her daughters. After going through them, they gave them to me to see if there was any thing for me.

While looking, I had a small moment. A lot of the clothes were a size 0. A lot of people think I am a size 0. I was when I first came to RR. But thanks to medication and a good therapist, I am size three or four. Sometimes that unnerves me but most of the time I am proud. I look healthy and not scary sick.  But back to the clothes.

There are three huge garbage bags of clothing, shoes and belts. I am giddy with excitement. Those that don't fit will be donate to a lady I did story on recently. She runs an unofficial clothes closet out of her home. I think this is AWESOME. So I want to do my part and help out.

My three day weekend was spend on the couch with tons of magazines and Buffy the Vampire Slayer marathon on Saturday and CSI NY today. It was three days of pure laziness. I haven't done anything productive. But I am happy.

Daily Dose

1. Cooking dinner.

2. Relaxing before another week

3. Being able to give back.

Comments

  1. SairsJanuary 24, 2011 at 1:54 AM

    I'm glad you were able to give yourself a break and I'm glad you had a good time just having a lazy weekend. I had one too :)
    *hugs*
    Sarah

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  2. CeCeJanuary 24, 2011 at 4:04 PM

    Nothing like a fresh hair cut!!

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