|I think this is the quietest that JJ has ever been.|
|It was love at first sight for both of us.|
Recently, there have been days I have wanted to give up because I don't know if I am strong enough to defeat ED. There is so much going on and sometimes it is very overwhelming and scary. Recovery is hard. And then I look at him.
|My little guy, who makes my heart sing.|
I have braved heavy traffic, storms and drank milkshakes to maintain my weight so he would be born healthy and strong. I will do anything for him. He will always be my motivation for recovery. I know his future is bright. And I want to be there so I can see where that future takes him. Of course, now I have got to make sure he remains seated on the school bus. Even though, he doesn't like me saying it--he will always be my baby.
1. My mother is being released on Friday. I can't wait to get out of here.
2. I don't think I can take much more hospital food.
3. Soon there will be more structure in my life.