Progress

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I have made some progress in getting PBH in giving me a wavier to a place that I will the Center. After having the runaround in PBH phone system, I found someone who knew what I was talking about and didn't leave me hanging. Basically, both PBH and the Center are working together so I can get help.

Things have been going okay. I briefly entertained going into the partial hospitalization program at UNC-Chapel Hill. I think I am on pretty stable ground. But I do need to see a therapist soon. I emphasized this to PBH. So hopefully, in the next week or so, I'll have a therapist. The next few days, I will be finishing up my battered women's article for the NC paper and four articles for the SC paper. So I am a very busy Silly Girl. I am thankfully for the opportunities to write because it gets me out of the house. And honestly, some days I am content to stay home, watch General Hospital and cartoons with JJ. I am now focusing on finding a part-time job so I can continue to write. I think this is for the best so I have my husband asking around to his friends and acquaintances if they know anyone with a part-time job.

Daily Dose

1. Peanut Butter Panic ice cream--DELICIOUS
2. Watching my kitten play with a grasshopper. It was quite funny.

Comments

  1. AnonymousJuly 9, 2009 at 4:45 PM

    It's all about the little things... good luck with the therapist!

    <3 <3

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