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It was weird waking up to silence. My husband and JJ left on Saturday. Both of them snore and  the tv was on all of the time so silence was weird. It was great having them here. I got some quality time with JJ and his dad. The question on everyone's mind is what is the deal between the two of us. And the answer is  I don't know. We talked and we are going to take things slow and just see. Both of us have seen what life is together and separately. But  two things we agreed on is our love of JJ and our friendship. So we'll see.

The last three weeks were the longest my husband and I had been under the same roof in the past three years. It was first visit for the two of them. And JJ loved it. His recap of the vacation to my sister-in-law was priceless.

N--How was your trip, JJ??
JJ--It was AWESOME, Aunt N.
(JJ then turns to me and said, Mommy, you are always Awesome so I am not including you in my list.)
JJ--My top three was the visit, Mommy's apartment and Mommy's job.

I am so glad they came here to visit. RR doesn't have a lot of the things that they are accustomed to such as Target, a big movie theater and lots to do but it is a good place. A place that is my home. A place I am very protective of because it is my oasis. My husband is dealing with his mom's death and the drama from his dad. He enjoyed just being here with JJ and I. He said it was like being in a protective bubble.

The intern took a photo of me interviewing James Wesley, left.

Rapids Jam was fun. I got to interview a country artist James Wesley. I caught his performance and he was quite good.

My weigh in for the boot camp is Thursday. I am actually looking forward to it. I am walking a few days a week, drinking more water and eating more healthy. Instead of my usually barbecue chips,  I brought some veggie chips.

Overall, Silly Girl is doing pretty good and just enjoying life.


1. Being able to spend time with JJ.

2. Snapple sorbet pops--I found them in the $1 store and they are amazing and healthy.

3. Eating a turkey leg at Rapids Jam


  1. I'm so glad things are going well! And JJ sounds adorable

  2. If you're enjoying life and you're happy... then that's all you need. So pleased for you.

  3. I'm glad you had such a great time with JJ and your husband. David and I are doing the same thing - taking it slow and seeing what happens. That is all we can do right now. I pray things work out for you however you want them to, and what is best and healthiest for you!


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