Reaching out before it's too late
Lately, it seems like I have become the confessional for my friends. I know the secrets, fears and hopes of many people. Confession is good for the soul. I am glad to be an outlet for them but sadly I haven’t confess much back. So I make my confessions here. I love my new job. I feel energized and hope I am making a difference. I feel like I am being challenged again. On the surface things look great but truthfully, I am scared and I am slipping. I have lost weight. It hasn’t been a conscious effort but it has happened. I have went from a size 4-6 range to probably size four and dropping. I am not restricting and I eat two meals a day. But the meals may not be the most healthy. Being honest, the move was stressful, quick and wiped out me out financially. I am having trouble reconnecting with my old friends. I am not the same person I was six years ago when I live here. At that time, I was firmly in ED’s grip. I had pretty much decided that ED would ev...